Love is complex

I think I found someone worthy of my mix tape.  Love, It gets me thinking. Its so funny cause it's so damn simple and yet so fucking complex.

How do you know feelings are real or fleeting or something in between. Love is messy. love, real love is intense and super scary. giving your heart to someone and having them trust you with theirs that's.  And knowing it could blow up in your face is scary shit.  but it's better to love that person for 5 minutes and be a better person cause they love you.

There is a quote by nada surf from film did not go round.  I never super loved that song cause its super slow. Depressing. Even the harmonization is sad. Minor tones?  But it is very true everybody has gotta leave their love sometime. If not now then the end of your lifetime.

I guess if someone loves you and you them hold onto that love that feeling as long as you can. 

I guess is where I'm coming from is sometimes it's ok to have love make you scared. And you question yourself but you know the answer is yes.  Cause you are terrified on an onion level of different layers about love. And oddly it just hits the point home you really do love him. Your goober And the best part is it's ok to be terrified. Cause maybe they are right there terrified with you And you will hold each other and make it better.

I wrote this like saturday.  in a new light everything still holds true but a friend of mine gave me good advice after discussing the bodyswerve (coupling lingo for break up) you gotta talk about shit.  if something is bothering you talk don't just give up man up grow some metaphorical testicles and talk.  cause love is also bery, very much about trust and respect.  i think of it as a trifecta of sorts love=trust=respect or love = trust + respect? or like the food pyramid? i don't know work in progress.