atmosphere

buckle up this may be a long one.

I am grateful for the people who are in my life and the people for whatever reason are no longer in my life.  I feel that so many people have touched my life for the better, taught me things that maybe I couldn't teach myself.  Life is like that i think.

you never know who you will meet and for how long and what kind of impact they will have in your life.  I've met people for a few hours that I'll cherish and known people my whole life that I'll never forget.

in life sometimes things are hard to say.  this can be a wide range of things both good and bad.  and because they are hard to say they may have actions associated with them.

sometimes you put your hands to your ears and make funny noises to block out negativity, sometimes all you want to do is throw your arms around someone you love and tell them how much they mean to you even if they have heard it a 1000 times cause its your parents. sometimes bridges are burnt and there is no going back.  sometimes all you can do is sit and hold someone's hand as they are dying (yes i've done this recently).  sometimes you make weird hand gestures because you like someone and you try to play it cool but you get so excited because you truly like hanging out with them.  sometimes its being goofy with your friends in the middle of a store and asking for a sombrero.

but life is what you make of it. there will always be good days and bad days. today was a great day.

eating cold empanadas at 130 in the morning fantastico