epitome of loneliness

if one were to open Hitchhikers guide to the galaxy and opened it to lonely you would see me right here right now.

I thought today was going well.  Hanging out with the roommate and her 'friend' its not a date. until i realized it was a date. and i feel like an epic douche nozzle inadvertently cock blocking sucks and now i feel socially awkward and like a social leper.

so now im in a fortress of solitude eating pizza for one.  the fortress of solitude is my parents house sitting on the back screened in porch cause Im too lazy too get the hide-a-key.  FML seems appropriate at this point. at least my dog loves me. oh yeah thats right not dogs but dog. FML again. and I as someone who hates that term using it twice says something.  maybe I'll use UtJ

I just feel a bagful of emotions with the old job gone and the new job coming.  my subconscious is full of dreams to convey my anxiety.

i am just cranky or maybe hormonal?


squeeze is definitely a band i need to listen more of.