today is alittle demotivation with a positive note.
I feel deflated. I am tired and an am so nervous and sick of waiting.
and I can't win with my mother. I know she loves me very much but at times i feel like i can never please her. always criticizes me about everything (my hair, my outfit, my shoes). she can make a sound that guts me. it doesn't work to try and fight back you just must surrender to her and it sucks
i feel like its gotten worse since the weight loss like i am suck as the baby unable to grow up
to quote Jeff.. "mothers, eh" i swear if I am ever lucky enough to be a mom to somebody I'll never do that kind of shit.
as for the job i am waiting on it. no more no less. just waiting and its killing me.
there was a lot of other good things today I got to surprise my dad at work with a congrats for making the retirement announcement but thats about it.
my prn has kicked in. im gunna go take a bath.
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